I have been having so many freakin dreams about me having a baby. its so scary. its like, i have the baby, and then its like, dead, and i carry it around trying to revive it. then in another dream that i recently had, the baby turned into a slice of pizza when i looked down at it. it is the scariest thing in the whole world i guess. having a dead baby. i would be so depressed it isnt even funny. The baby is gray in the dream, and i have cuts on my legs. i dont know who the father of the child is, but i do know that it scared the fuck out of me when i woke up and i was all distraught because it really felt like i had a baby, and i thought it would be dead. its the worst thing in the world i tell you. the worst!.
Im listening to Kidney Thieves. best band ever. i love them. i just went to Envision Crystal and i bought Tarot Cards...for no reason at all...then the lady gave me this stuff that you light on fire to keep bad luck away. so im happy.